Connecting the dots

It is easy to see the dots, yet to understand the dots?
Imagine walking backwards and looking forward?
Is it not strange to walk through life in such a manner?
Although, it is said to understand is to join the dots backwards?
Yet, life is a mystery,  never fully comprehensive ly understand
Ing the whys and how's.
Only a bended knee with a trusting heart can contain and allow the ebbs and flows of life to unfold into one' s clasped hands.

Moving forward

After arriving at a place where it does not matter so much on the external, the tearing down of the layers of hard, fearful, insecurities have began.
So much cleaning up to do.
Starts with a decision to break free from living a lie of perfection and mere routine.
This is also when the magic begins.
My heart felt a sense of freedom, freedom to love, freedom to be alive.
Goodbye, old heart.
Thanks for letting go and letting me breathe again!