A love that is worth every part of you, yet .....

Is there anything that touched your heart so much that you knew that this was what you needed for the rest of your life?
It became your joy, as it brought you hope.
Soon, it became your obsession.
Before, you knew it, the sacrifices that came along with it.
It felt like you were on top of the world.Then, it became your ministry.
So after, you felt like you wanted to run away from it.
Not because you disliked it, but what you were doing with it became a reality.
It was the best gift that was ever given, withstanding the harshness of reality.
You love it, you want to run from it, yet you cannot have a moment not living with the gift.
It became something you could live for, live from within.
A hope, a sign that beauty do exist.
Truth do happen.
What you are was the result of this gift, because you took it.
What goes on from here is none of mine alone.
No longer to need an identity,
No need to prove,
No need to wonder it is really yours.
Just show up, be consistent, do your share whether someone is looking.
Even when the sun don't shine,
even when you can't be in the right mind,
even when you go hungry,
even when the promises are not kept, even when your heart has been broken countless time.
That is when you know you love what you do or someone more than yourself.

Forging through

Who says that life is a linear line,
 or is there a need to face the struggles of choices made.
What it means to stay alive,
with something worth fighting for!
We need little to eat and clothe ourselves.
Our mind we feed with ... our body...
Are we more than our mortal and decaying bodies?
Do we allow room for growth and renewal?
Are not our spirits fighting to stay with the truths in our hearts?
 We will rise up again, we will fall from time to time, but we can pick ourselves up and join in the on going journey.
The search for truth, love, hope, there is to living.
We can find our strength in the one who sees us through all our trials and ask for the grace to pick ourselves up again for the next round in the "Struggle Ring".

co-creating

The gift that is truely yours,
the process inward out pouring forth,
seeking only life to give at all costs.
The chores undone, the life not lived.
The ingredients you choose, the shape you decide, the strokes are thought of,
the strength to exucute, the tempo is formed, the melody is steamming in the vapor s of your hot chocolate.
The space is yours and the thing is solefully yours.

Neglect henceforward!!!

We often overlook something,when it is simple.
We often judge the quality of the intellect by its complexity.
We often think that having read is a ego boosting trait.
But, we forgot to be present and listen for its truths and miss the teachings and lessons that are offered.
We missed the opportunity to learn, think , create and how it makes one feel.

Are you looking for wisdom?

It is found in the humble stable,

There is no beauty except love,

In the jobs where no one will give you a second glance,

when you have nothing to offer, except the precious residue of teachings in the wrappings of the weaknesses and strengths of others that resemble the love of a mother.

 

 

Pushing for Sunrise!

There are days which seems like a breeze,
there are also days you wondered what is missing,
there is no landing, no rising,
at times like these,
you start to feel that you might have been forgotten,
the work that you do are thoughtless and only out of duty,
what did the hell happened?
When? How?
When the days of drudgery last longer than the warmth your sweetheart.
When kind and encouraging words are so precious that it is seldom given but, instead
hash and judging words are exchanged because of the insecurities that fasten the hearts and lips that surrounds your weary soul and spirit.
These are the days! Indeed! This very day, lift up your voice and call to whom Father!
He will direct your heart and mind,
he will lead you back to your truth.

The one and only treasure

Sometimes, things don't go the way you want them .
When your weakness play up, thinking by numbing them, they would not bother you.
The only time when you feel all right is when you realise the only thing you have is you and what you want to do with it.
It never feels that there is an easy way out, but the inner voice that whispers, surely my life is worth more than the just this, more than me just slipping by, indifferent to what reality is.
The voice that whispers, never give up on yourself, live your life seriously whether it is played out like a joke or it pays you back what you deserve.
Be true to this one life you have be given! Remind yourself till countless, and find your true self not dwelling in self-pity or excuses to want an easy way.
Strength, you will find that you never thought you had, regardless of externals and the results, you are the one and only treasure you truly have and will have.