Truely I say

I think most creative people work in the dark ness,

 trusting when it is ready, the light will shine on it,

bringing with it life to others.
When it is laid in secret, the maker must work tirelessly

 and vision the thing being created without

losing to the thoughts that might bring the maker to the other extreme end of hopelessness.

 What is ugly and unknown is being crafted and born.

The fanciful titles don't mean much. 

 Driven by mea ning and purpose is one's motivation.

 To rebel and push beyond known boundaries of daily life and by comparison less welcomed by others.

 Unknown ways,

but surely they are driven by purpose and not purchase,

status and position no longer useful,

only to serve, to love, to care,

 and to share

 and broken once more.

Song Writing

The joy of discovery, there is no such thing as bad writing, just what is important is the first time, the great big step you take.

Whatever I do

Whatever I do, drawing, playing the piano, talking to my pets, relating to friends, it is all about sensing, trusting in what I see through my senses. Theory are guidelines, the rest is up to me.
If I want a good picture, a piece of good work, a meaningful relationship, I have to be in it, part of the curves, thinking, seeing the images, sensing through another eyes with my information, feeling with my heart.
Only then, can I say I have it.

Search from within

Maybe, it was years that my calling came
it was subtle, it was not clear.
The period of proving, getting approval, finding out what I am about, getting tested, honing my skills, healing, the nurturing years, my teen years.
Thank u for the shelter during my tubulent years.
Now, I can walk tall to face the challenges the next half needs.
So, it is officially goodbye.

Everything and Nothing All at Once

Are there days when everything seems to need attention,
But when you give something attention, it seems nothing fills you.
You keep thinking, is this important to finish?
Your mind and body are at 2 different ends at the same time you want to get things done from both sides.
And you wondered, what you actually want?

Silent, kind, compassionate, the most important right now!

I have thought having answers were the solution.
Having a comment.
Showing my concern, with my judging tone.
Sometimes, why I don't I just shut up, be silent and accompany the person in front of me right now instead.
Just listen with love and acceptance.
JUST be at the rhythm, let it flow, let others have the right, space, own themselves and what ever they are feeling and thinking.
Let it be soft, rather than hard,
let it pour, rather than control,
let it ease, rather than cause more injury,
let the tide subside on its own time, rather than choosing a good time,
let the feelings be friends, rather than enemies.
Let it be, rather than fix it till it is right, let the healing do its own job,
let not intelligence, knowledge get in the way to the heart,
For the mind of your heart can open new doors to you, if you let heal, let it speak, let it show you the way.

Why do I read?

After having being able to read different books all at once.
The more to read seemed something like, read for information, read for directions...
At the end, I think, it seems best that if I read from a place that is at peace, single minded, at a moderate tempo, yet it speaks to me, rather than skimming through, or rushing off to get my first PHD.
Where is the flow?
Where is your source coming from?
Where are your leanings?
Aren't all things have their rhythm and beats?
Are we listening to it?
Let it lead rather.
Let it show you the way!