Sometimes, we cannot yet see,
sometimes, we cannot yet hear,
Sometimes, we cannot yet feel.
But, we have hope and faith that each step is not wasted,
each experience whether good or bad,
not undermined.
But, blended, needed for each block of step we need to create.
Sometimes, in order to make meaning and purpose of life, it is my penchant to look for treasures in the midst of all the different possible directions that can make you loose your identity!
Monday, 30 September 2013
Sunday, 29 September 2013
Longing
Sometimes the things in your heart know what you want, yet you find yourself paralysed as if something is stopping u. You can only keep them in your heart. But, you eventually have to make a decision as to whether to do something about it, or boldly walk away and not look back. Until, you have gathered the kind of courage, you will be still holding on to something that might not even be there anymore, only your memories and feelings. Say Goodbye!
Saturday, 28 September 2013
Friday, 27 September 2013
My earnings in learning part 2
Being all cloistered up was part of that cocoon effect I had to go through.
However, the process could be over, and I had to make a change again, each time another cycle was born.
I remembered being quite lost and confused when I embarked on the next cycle after the cocoon stage.
It was the cycle of learning to be flexible and non-judging.
I remembered battling at extreme ends, trying to fit the pieces together, while it was not yet time.
I learned to embrace the diversity of ideas on the same thing, yet with another slant that I could not have known through my years of study.
I was filled with energies of the same gift, yet our objectives were vastly different in our cultures and the endless changes that challenged the different aspects of my personality and my needs.
I found with this common ground, although we could be different and annoying at times, we spoke the same language.
Although, completely this cycle, I am only now ready to let it go and not cling on to it, even if I can't see what is ahead.
I can only be thankful for giving me the safe space to explore and to be recognised for this gift I have got.
It was treasure hunting for this space that I found.
It was my shelter away from the confusions I experienced.
But now, even though I am no longer entangled with it, I am free from relying onto things that last, I can slowly trust that I am gaining strength from its silence for my next cycle.
However, the process could be over, and I had to make a change again, each time another cycle was born.
I remembered being quite lost and confused when I embarked on the next cycle after the cocoon stage.
It was the cycle of learning to be flexible and non-judging.
I remembered battling at extreme ends, trying to fit the pieces together, while it was not yet time.
I learned to embrace the diversity of ideas on the same thing, yet with another slant that I could not have known through my years of study.
I was filled with energies of the same gift, yet our objectives were vastly different in our cultures and the endless changes that challenged the different aspects of my personality and my needs.
I found with this common ground, although we could be different and annoying at times, we spoke the same language.
Although, completely this cycle, I am only now ready to let it go and not cling on to it, even if I can't see what is ahead.
I can only be thankful for giving me the safe space to explore and to be recognised for this gift I have got.
It was treasure hunting for this space that I found.
It was my shelter away from the confusions I experienced.
But now, even though I am no longer entangled with it, I am free from relying onto things that last, I can slowly trust that I am gaining strength from its silence for my next cycle.
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