Monday, 30 September 2013

Little steps!

Sometimes, we cannot yet see,
sometimes, we cannot yet hear,
Sometimes, we cannot yet feel.
But, we have hope and faith that each step is not wasted,
 each experience whether good or bad,
not undermined.
But, blended, needed for each block of step we need to create.

There will be some who just love you, there will be some you can try yet

Sunday, 29 September 2013

Longing

Sometimes the things in your heart know what you want, yet you find yourself paralysed as if something is stopping u. You can only keep them in your heart. But, you eventually have to make a decision as to whether to do something about it, or boldly walk away and not look back. Until, you have gathered the kind of courage, you will be still holding on to something that might not even be there anymore, only your memories and feelings. Say Goodbye!

My answers may not always be ready made,but I have to start somewhere and to get somewhere


Sometimes, having the strength to know you can is easier to depend on someone for the answers


Be renewed and strengthened!


Sensing the climate, the heat , the holes, to syn in!


Saturday, 28 September 2013

Welcome into the world of insights!


A connection beyond understanding!


Which is a lesser evil? Choose! No perfect result! Live with it! Deal with it! Embrace it!


To give something back when you take something or want something



Life, to give up for something in a bigger picture!



Sensing what we call energies! Positive or Negative?


Longing of the soul embraces the heart


What are you pursuits?


To sense rather to think


My everlasting friend

My prince

My first flower pattern with music!

My first craft with younger kids

Friday, 27 September 2013

Play and look with wonder and simply live life

Longing for memories

A life time long secret we all know, yet so hard


Longing to belong

 

Seeking like a child

Longing from the heart

Longing of the soul




It is ever changing and growing


It will be a tough ride


It is freedom


It is trust


It is friendship


Yin and Yang


It is spiritual


Soul mates


What heals


Trusting and relax


Trusting and feeling safe


Bonding


My earnings in learning part 2

Being all cloistered up was part of that cocoon effect I had to go through.
However, the process could be over, and I had to make a change again, each time another cycle was born.
I remembered being quite lost and confused when I embarked on the next cycle after the cocoon stage.
It was the cycle of learning to be flexible and non-judging.
I remembered battling at extreme ends, trying to fit the pieces together, while it was not yet time.
I learned to embrace the diversity of ideas on the same thing, yet with another slant that I could not have known through my years of study.
I was filled with energies of the same gift, yet our objectives were vastly different in our cultures and the endless changes that challenged the different aspects of my personality and my needs.
I found with this common ground, although we could be different and annoying at times, we spoke the same language.
Although, completely this cycle, I am only now ready to let it go and not cling on to it, even if I can't see what is ahead.
I can only be thankful for giving me the safe space to explore and to be recognised for this gift I have got.
It was treasure hunting for this space that I found.
It was my shelter away from the confusions I experienced.
But now, even though I am no longer entangled with it, I am free from relying onto things that last, I can slowly trust that I am gaining strength from its silence for my next cycle.