Love you
Sunday 29 December 2013
Saturday 28 December 2013
A sense of ease
We do by the rules,
We do by the books,
We judge by the numbers,
We forgot about what compassion is, then
We become rebels,
We bend the rules,
We loose our confimity,
We become free!!!!
Friday 27 December 2013
A free spirit fish soul
If you asked me whether a fish could talk or understand your state of mind?
I would definitely think not possible....
My encounter with fish X mas, he was one last in the tank to be served as dinner in a restaurant.
His body was greyish with those lines that tell he was a fresh water fish.
His lips were think and pinkish, one might think he wears lipstick to cover the juicy, sultry side, for me I think he knew his numbered days were rolling.
He caught my eyes, and I decided to say hello.
To my surprise, he too opened his mouth at the same time to greet me.
I tried again, and he did the same thing over and over again whenever I went to breathe in and out , he would follow after.
Who would know, he would turn himself upside down, as if he was saying to me his last words of the earthly things before he departed.
I never saw that fish again, but I sure remembered our conversation together.
I would like to believe that I am being given the grace to communicate with creatures of my living father. That all things are possible with him, he who does it with a simple and pure heart.
Contentment
Is it quite normal for one to feel that she needs an escape route to heaven?
or is it not too much to ask for a break, to be in the wild and be like an ape again!
The one who has much rest wells too!
or is it not too much to ask for a break, to be in the wild and be like an ape again!
The one who has much rest wells too!
Tuesday 24 December 2013
Being constant
Constancy and regularity are the basis for mental and physical well being .
Where all things changes around,
challenging the words and deeds of one, exhausting one's resources.
The center that holds all things together.
The stage for oneself, is to be ready and vigilant.
The tighter it is , the more discipline one has when faced with obstacles.
The body and mind needs to be welded as one and operating within in a synchronised manner!
Where all things changes around,
challenging the words and deeds of one, exhausting one's resources.
The center that holds all things together.
The stage for oneself, is to be ready and vigilant.
The tighter it is , the more discipline one has when faced with obstacles.
The body and mind needs to be welded as one and operating within in a synchronised manner!
Monday 23 December 2013
Spreading out invisible wings
I guess it had been an eye opener the last few of adapting, adjusting.
But in the end it been being committed, responsible, reliable to ....
Honesty helps though it is not the best and do not get the results you would like to have.
But it certainly, helps one to stay true and sane in the changing and stressors.
But in the end it been being committed, responsible, reliable to ....
Honesty helps though it is not the best and do not get the results you would like to have.
But it certainly, helps one to stay true and sane in the changing and stressors.
Wednesday 27 November 2013
Helping a bird breathed his last
Guess it might be one of those unusual days,
Happened to see a bird drop from the MRT pigeon holes....
Badly wounded, but probably his last few gasping breaths....
I held him in my hand and stroke his neck below his beak.
His response was amazing, who would have thought he would ....move his head onto my finger.
Shortly, after he closed his eyes, there was no heart beat.
I picked up a box and lay them in it.
Happened to see a bird drop from the MRT pigeon holes....
Badly wounded, but probably his last few gasping breaths....
I held him in my hand and stroke his neck below his beak.
His response was amazing, who would have thought he would ....move his head onto my finger.
Shortly, after he closed his eyes, there was no heart beat.
I picked up a box and lay them in it.
Friday 25 October 2013
Never Give Up On Yourself
Accept yourself for what you are, and what your experiences were.
Since, it brought you here,
Let out of all that bag that contains your secrets, shame and pain.
Let it go, let that all go....
Have faith in what is to come!
Celebrate!
Since, it brought you here,
Let out of all that bag that contains your secrets, shame and pain.
Let it go, let that all go....
Have faith in what is to come!
Celebrate!
Lose it!
The times of truth draws out the darkness within.
Things are not what they used to now.
It may time to face some changes that you may not enjoy.
But, have faith in what you believe and dream of.
What is your vision?
Things are not what they used to now.
It may time to face some changes that you may not enjoy.
But, have faith in what you believe and dream of.
What is your vision?
Dignity and Respect!
In our age, as women of the 21thc century,
We are down not tied to our heritage of being a submissive woman.
As we gain our confidence,
pride and dignity as rightful humans who happen to have the same rights as anyone else.
Gaining courage to stand firm again,
to the ones that hurl their negativities and anger towards us.
There is no need to put up with this act of violence
on the spirit of a being,
harming the feelings of someone else.
Diminishing the value and goodness of another.
We are down not tied to our heritage of being a submissive woman.
As we gain our confidence,
pride and dignity as rightful humans who happen to have the same rights as anyone else.
Gaining courage to stand firm again,
to the ones that hurl their negativities and anger towards us.
There is no need to put up with this act of violence
on the spirit of a being,
harming the feelings of someone else.
Diminishing the value and goodness of another.
Thursday 24 October 2013
Vitality!
The strength to hold on to your burdens cannot be carried, if you keep them all inside.
No more hopes of getting better, no more dreams to dream of.
A body that has been sucked by a decaying body makes a mind feeble and draws the spirit into confusion.
A soul that has lost her way.
Into darkness seems safer and a relief to hide the shame and pain silently.
When the way is lost outside and no home inside, how does one soul come back and find home?
How do you love a soul that cannot face reality.
How do you care for her when all her doors seemed closed?
HOPE ....
No more hopes of getting better, no more dreams to dream of.
A body that has been sucked by a decaying body makes a mind feeble and draws the spirit into confusion.
A soul that has lost her way.
Into darkness seems safer and a relief to hide the shame and pain silently.
When the way is lost outside and no home inside, how does one soul come back and find home?
How do you love a soul that cannot face reality.
How do you care for her when all her doors seemed closed?
HOPE ....
A Face without its Name
In an environment where everything is unfamiliar and words that use to describe a thing could mean something for someone else.
The unfriendly remarks, the lack of patience for the fear of losing one's right as an important person in the inner circle.
So the way and path of seeing and knowing is so confusing and causes misinterpretation.
No one will be at your side at this point, what seems friendly becomes an obstacle to be accepted and recognised.
A smile can turn sour and ugly the very next.
Only the truth stays with you.
Letting the goal to be proven go.
Standing on truth, faith, love and hope is with you.
Hope and Trust can you hold and look forward.
A laughter sets your spirit free.
No more bonded by your past and your future.
The unfriendly remarks, the lack of patience for the fear of losing one's right as an important person in the inner circle.
So the way and path of seeing and knowing is so confusing and causes misinterpretation.
No one will be at your side at this point, what seems friendly becomes an obstacle to be accepted and recognised.
A smile can turn sour and ugly the very next.
Only the truth stays with you.
Letting the goal to be proven go.
Standing on truth, faith, love and hope is with you.
Hope and Trust can you hold and look forward.
A laughter sets your spirit free.
No more bonded by your past and your future.
Tuesday 22 October 2013
Paradox
Be it life, be it living.
To live with new areas,
constantly challenging boundaries of knowing.
Some call it, change of career, others a new environment?
Each discipline has its rules, like the interns, years of study yet when they are faced with life situations, they are perplexed, sometimes thinking you know get you into big-time with your superior.
Not doing, not possible.
Initiative can sometimes get you into trouble.
No amount of understanding can still beat following rules in places where it is not your territory.
Paradox!!!!
To live with new areas,
constantly challenging boundaries of knowing.
Some call it, change of career, others a new environment?
Each discipline has its rules, like the interns, years of study yet when they are faced with life situations, they are perplexed, sometimes thinking you know get you into big-time with your superior.
Not doing, not possible.
Initiative can sometimes get you into trouble.
No amount of understanding can still beat following rules in places where it is not your territory.
Paradox!!!!
Thursday 17 October 2013
When great souls die!
Poems 2013-10-18
When great
trees fall,
It makes
such huge sound,
That as
dignified man, they tell of their passing.
Habitats
that lived on them have been signalled to move on.
Those will
stay with the trees fall and decay into the ground.
The silence
and the eroded tree marked another journey completed.
When great
souls die,
They carry
with them the best part to be offered.
They wait
for the fermentation to take place,
The process
to become one,
Together with the earth’s soil
When a ring
of our life has completed,
We become
restless and uncertain.
Waiting, in
silence,
Scanning for
the right climate and space for the next cycle to begin again.
Wednesday 16 October 2013
Confidence versus Fear
Confidence isn't how well you perform,
it isn't the grades,
it isn't pleasing others,
it isn't being praised,
it isn't your qualifications,
it isn't not making mistakes, rather
it is knowing you can survive without following the rules,
but your heart and spirit.
It is saying goodbye and letting go.
it isn't the grades,
it isn't pleasing others,
it isn't being praised,
it isn't your qualifications,
it isn't not making mistakes, rather
it is knowing you can survive without following the rules,
but your heart and spirit.
It is saying goodbye and letting go.
Say goodbye!
When the path you are on has no more route left,
it is time to realise that this path that you know has come to an end.
There is no need to panic or be afraid of the unseen path yet to come.
A new path can be created,
if you don't give up!
it is time to realise that this path that you know has come to an end.
There is no need to panic or be afraid of the unseen path yet to come.
A new path can be created,
if you don't give up!
Respect
To respect someone is to admire something about someone.
However, this can also have certain attachment to the person that we respect.
To be free and not be confused with being a GOD = This person.
That is when we know we are strong enough to be on our own.
However, this can also have certain attachment to the person that we respect.
To be free and not be confused with being a GOD = This person.
That is when we know we are strong enough to be on our own.
Changes
When I feel all caged in.
I realise it is all the culture within the family.
Our first priority is to survive,
to be safe.
However, that does not mean it is going to be like that all the while.
We have to adapt to the changes, risk taking steps to be free from all the bondages that keep us tied up and afraid.
I realise it is all the culture within the family.
Our first priority is to survive,
to be safe.
However, that does not mean it is going to be like that all the while.
We have to adapt to the changes, risk taking steps to be free from all the bondages that keep us tied up and afraid.
Sunday 6 October 2013
I will celebrate!
Even, if is just for a moment, I would sit still today in wonderful and with an awesome feeling of the ggifts I have. To remind me when things get rough!
I am amazed still!
Having attended and participated in numerous programs to self development. I think I have learned and understood. Yet, I am being put to my place again, thinking that I know. What I know is all head knowledge and until I used thoroughly and for others ...I never know and having said that I know is just a ratio of trying to fathom the ocean. Perhaps, it is a faction of what I really know and what is out there, like nature, vast and surmountable to endless discoveries on every cycle I go through in Life.
Many times we forget to celebrate our gifts!
In our busy lives,
the demands and expectations of others infringing into our lives.
Whether, there is a cause to do so or not,
we tend to take for granted that it is alright to let it be.
However, we often forget that it is our right to protect this vulnerable side of us that makes us who we are.
The right to be free, the right to stand up for who we are.
the demands and expectations of others infringing into our lives.
Whether, there is a cause to do so or not,
we tend to take for granted that it is alright to let it be.
However, we often forget that it is our right to protect this vulnerable side of us that makes us who we are.
The right to be free, the right to stand up for who we are.
Friday 4 October 2013
Trust
It is trust that builds a relationship, that restores it to its heights.
The hardest would be, if you really know the true me, would you run or hide from me.
This is the most difficult test and risk I know I have to take.
But, with someone I shared the most beautiful memories with, I would rather die than for him/her to see me this way, or know this side of me.
The hardest would be, if you really know the true me, would you run or hide from me.
This is the most difficult test and risk I know I have to take.
But, with someone I shared the most beautiful memories with, I would rather die than for him/her to see me this way, or know this side of me.
If by chance!
If by chance I happen to feel you and sense you,
I know you are alive and well. Such, is our connection,
I wish you joy, love and happiness.
I know you are alive and well. Such, is our connection,
I wish you joy, love and happiness.
Possible Soulmates
I believe that Soul
mates do exist.
However, each time a crash ends and another begins....only ..again the cycle seems never to end.
But, there are sometimes soul mates that are meant to be for a period of time, for you need it just for that moment, the understanding beyond words, the underlining entangling enwinding the two separate souls together. It is by this grace that such deep connection can take place.
However, beautiful and spell casted, the magic only last for a period and after it is time to let it go.
mates do exist.
However, each time a crash ends and another begins....only ..again the cycle seems never to end.
But, there are sometimes soul mates that are meant to be for a period of time, for you need it just for that moment, the understanding beyond words, the underlining entangling enwinding the two separate souls together. It is by this grace that such deep connection can take place.
However, beautiful and spell casted, the magic only last for a period and after it is time to let it go.
Mother
I used not to know this word.
But, as a mother of 3 lovely babies, I found my meaning of what Mother means.
It starts in the morning by greeting and hugging my babies and seeing whether they have slept well...
Giving them breakfast becomes part of that.
Afternoon time, is time for play, some hide and seek.
They often love my time with them, coming near to seek affection.
They would show me they are behaving well and taking care of one another.
By night fall, they will be at the sliding door waiting to get in.
They seemed to have large ears to be able to hear me at a distance, then scurrying over...
It is dinner time, they know their time almost by hard. They will be waiting at their eating bowls for their food, any sound would be the sign of their food.
After food, they would be so contented watching TV with grandma.
Initially, they would be, eventually they would love for a curdle and see who gets the longest cuddle tonight.
My day begins with them and ends with them, I know it means to do the same thing everyday, yet contented and satisfied that they are well, loved, fed, happy!
But, as a mother of 3 lovely babies, I found my meaning of what Mother means.
It starts in the morning by greeting and hugging my babies and seeing whether they have slept well...
Giving them breakfast becomes part of that.
Afternoon time, is time for play, some hide and seek.
They often love my time with them, coming near to seek affection.
They would show me they are behaving well and taking care of one another.
By night fall, they will be at the sliding door waiting to get in.
They seemed to have large ears to be able to hear me at a distance, then scurrying over...
It is dinner time, they know their time almost by hard. They will be waiting at their eating bowls for their food, any sound would be the sign of their food.
After food, they would be so contented watching TV with grandma.
Initially, they would be, eventually they would love for a curdle and see who gets the longest cuddle tonight.
My day begins with them and ends with them, I know it means to do the same thing everyday, yet contented and satisfied that they are well, loved, fed, happy!
Love
I like this word, LOVE.
It began before my parents were born, yet no one really knows.
Why is it so puzzling?
Why is it so difficult to have?
Why are we entrapped by it and our world seems to be in lack of it.
Every time, a boy dumps a girl or vice versa.
Even when a baby is born, she or he just flushed down the toilet bowl?
Our idealized world where no mothers are separated from their child or seen to let her young fend for herself/himself.
How would a child learn what LOVE is, if she/he did not receive or could not have the luxury of receiving a mother's love.
If everyone got what they should have got, would the world still having staving children, robbers, thieves?
When would LOVE be overflowing that earth becomes a paradise everyone wants to be in its warmth and laughter?
Be kind to all we meet today, for we never know what they are struggling and hungering for..
It began before my parents were born, yet no one really knows.
Why is it so puzzling?
Why is it so difficult to have?
Why are we entrapped by it and our world seems to be in lack of it.
Every time, a boy dumps a girl or vice versa.
Even when a baby is born, she or he just flushed down the toilet bowl?
Our idealized world where no mothers are separated from their child or seen to let her young fend for herself/himself.
How would a child learn what LOVE is, if she/he did not receive or could not have the luxury of receiving a mother's love.
If everyone got what they should have got, would the world still having staving children, robbers, thieves?
When would LOVE be overflowing that earth becomes a paradise everyone wants to be in its warmth and laughter?
Be kind to all we meet today, for we never know what they are struggling and hungering for..
Being Alive
Sometimes life don't bring you flowers, Sometimes it brings you a new road you never walked before.
Sometimes, it tells you the reality that you don't want to see or hear.
Sometimes, it challenges you to be whom you meant to be by all the short and long roads that you must pass by.
Sometimes, you have your friends with you, sometimes they don't seem to be because of their own share of burden.What you have and really need is peace and knowing that the road that does not end, does not mean it is over, the road that leads on still. WHEN you are ready again, it will light up again.
Sometimes, it tells you the reality that you don't want to see or hear.
Sometimes, it challenges you to be whom you meant to be by all the short and long roads that you must pass by.
Sometimes, you have your friends with you, sometimes they don't seem to be because of their own share of burden.What you have and really need is peace and knowing that the road that does not end, does not mean it is over, the road that leads on still. WHEN you are ready again, it will light up again.
Wednesday 2 October 2013
Simply live like there is no tomorrow
I would like to have my life all mapped out,understood,lived with certainty, but i now feel that life can only be lived at the present,so it will not pass me by and i would still see the beauty in the ordinary and appreciate the steps that formed a pathway i created through my struggles.
Tuesday 1 October 2013
Cures for longing
Time to make a conscious effort to say goodbye and trust that simple faith can take u you should be.
Taking risks
What will our lives be if we don't take the risk of losing everything except our soul?
What is the kind of life you dare to live by when all else fails, except your very own home?
Will you take the plunge to swim in the ocean to be where it calls and feels like home?
What is the kind of life you dare to live by when all else fails, except your very own home?
Will you take the plunge to swim in the ocean to be where it calls and feels like home?
Chances!
Do we really sense what is important in our lives, just because others are not,
do we simply be led by the nose?
Does it only mean that by following those who are successful, we become successful ourselves?
How much risk can we take?
To what extend can one be pushed into?
do we simply be led by the nose?
Does it only mean that by following those who are successful, we become successful ourselves?
How much risk can we take?
To what extend can one be pushed into?
What used to be what I would give up for, is now no longer home.
To struggle, To try something within myself to survive is now so call, "freedom".
What I would use to support myself, what I call identity, what I call a place to nurse myself is no longer ....
I want much to stay in there place that I feel pulled at ends, one asking me to stay, one calling me out.
I know this place, so close to my heart and passion.
It has not died, but there is no need for me to keep holding on to it anymore.
I just want to thank you for letting me time to grow strong and to grow up.
I know you will always will be here for me, whether I keep .....
I know that you and I made that peace, and wish each other on our way, own path call.
I live in you and you in live, I will think of you as you reside within my very soul.
But, although I know you want to hold on to me, to protect me, it is time for me to be born again. I see you still, just that I will need to create the steps and new pathways for me now!
What I would use to support myself, what I call identity, what I call a place to nurse myself is no longer ....
I want much to stay in there place that I feel pulled at ends, one asking me to stay, one calling me out.
I know this place, so close to my heart and passion.
It has not died, but there is no need for me to keep holding on to it anymore.
I just want to thank you for letting me time to grow strong and to grow up.
I know you will always will be here for me, whether I keep .....
I know that you and I made that peace, and wish each other on our way, own path call.
I live in you and you in live, I will think of you as you reside within my very soul.
But, although I know you want to hold on to me, to protect me, it is time for me to be born again. I see you still, just that I will need to create the steps and new pathways for me now!
Trying too hard!
Trying too hard is a sign that things aren't working out for you.
Many factors, but in the end, I think what is supposed to be for you at a particular time has been mapped out.
It does not matter where, who, what, but you have to follow your inner voice telling you where you should be heading.
It needs to suit your rhythm and allows you time left for yourself.
Look out for the signs and what it is saying to you.
Many factors, but in the end, I think what is supposed to be for you at a particular time has been mapped out.
It does not matter where, who, what, but you have to follow your inner voice telling you where you should be heading.
It needs to suit your rhythm and allows you time left for yourself.
Look out for the signs and what it is saying to you.
Monday 30 September 2013
Little steps!
Sometimes, we cannot yet see,
sometimes, we cannot yet hear,
Sometimes, we cannot yet feel.
But, we have hope and faith that each step is not wasted,
each experience whether good or bad,
not undermined.
But, blended, needed for each block of step we need to create.
sometimes, we cannot yet hear,
Sometimes, we cannot yet feel.
But, we have hope and faith that each step is not wasted,
each experience whether good or bad,
not undermined.
But, blended, needed for each block of step we need to create.
Sunday 29 September 2013
Longing
Sometimes the things in your heart know what you want, yet you find yourself paralysed as if something is stopping u. You can only keep them in your heart. But, you eventually have to make a decision as to whether to do something about it, or boldly walk away and not look back. Until, you have gathered the kind of courage, you will be still holding on to something that might not even be there anymore, only your memories and feelings. Say Goodbye!
Without compromising who you are!!!!Saturday 28 September 2013
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